31 maio, 2006

...fOR aLL i neeD...





…fOR aLL i neeD


For all I fear is just this
A silent moment in time
A screaming action of mine
A drowning sea of bloody tears

For all I know is just lost
Secluded from life as it is known
Secretly hidden in flux
Somewhere in someplace quite far

For all I see is just dust
Burning thoughts ripping trough
Broken memories and shattered trust
Blanked hurting flashbacks of you



By: nesS

29 maio, 2006

...taLk abOUt OppOSiteS...

…taLk abOUt OppOSiteS


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…mY peRfeCt dReaM

Just seeing you
Leaves me breathless
Just hearing you
Leaves me restless
Just smelling you
Leaves me winding
Just loving you
Leaves me smiling
You’re my sin
My most and everything
You’re him
My perfect dream


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Ok tHen…

ok then...leave!
don't excuse, don't betray
don't waste yourself
just go away
don't complain, don't annoy
don't make suffer
just turn and run
don't speak, don't bother
don't try too hard
just ignore it
don't feel, don't share
don't live then!
see if I care...



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by: nesS

21 maio, 2006

...dOn't gO...


…dOn’t gO


See you there
And I can’t bare
Trying to
Touch your hand
When I know I can’t
Make you smile
But can’t make you mine
Thought I wanna hug you
Feel you close
And hold you tight
I can’t have you
You won’t be mine

I look at you
And dream awake
Close my eyes
I see your face
I need you
For all my life
I want you here
Right by my side
I try to breath
I try to sleep
But I can’t
You’re on my head

I want you here
Don’t leave me
Please
Don’t make me die
Stay with
I can’t see you go
Can’t stand the pain
I wanna go with you
Along to nowhere
Somewhere
As long as you're there
I’ll hold myself

You smile to me
You speak to me
Touch my hand
But yours I cant
Someone pick me
I’m crying
I see you go
What if you don’t
Come back to me
What if you go
Far somewhere
And disappear?


by: nesS

17 maio, 2006

...yOu...


...yOu...
You’re the wood that crisps,
in the flames of my heart
You’re the one I miss,
when I’m alone in the night
You’re the sun in the garden,
where I live and make part
You’re the missing piece of the puzzle,
that reconstructs my heart
You’re part of our world,
you’re the other half…
I have my own world,
and a world for me and you
And now you became a part,
of my own world too
Our world is just perfect,
mine is just crashing
It’s a world where you and I are just one,
and there is no everyone
Our world is you and me,
no one else exists
I fell in love with our world,
not with you I think…
I was amazed by the fusion,
of me and my illusion,
I wanted it to last for ever,
‘cause I’d never felt better
So there I was happier as could be,
while in my world I was burning within
It’s like when you’re here,
everyone else disappears
When you’re there,
I just feel so sad again
When you return,
my wounds heal and I feel happy as never
I wish that I could stay that way forever,
but you prefer yourself
Or maybe someone else,
to share your world with
I’m just not a part of your life,
and you’ve became mine
I have nowhere else to turn,
I’m falling apart
I’m writing a book,
the book of my life
And it’s just the saddest story,
everybody dies
Everyone is myself,
and all the selves I am
And all of them are going the same way,
they’re darkening inside
They are living in shadow land,
where to everyone we’re ghosts
No one notices our suffering,
we’re just muttering something
About how life has betrayed us,
and how flowers have parched
‘Cause without sun in the garden,
without wood in the fire
Everything finishes,
there’s nothing left
And you just move on,
like nothing’s going on
While I die at your feet,
crawling for your need
Begging to be wanted,
dieing to be something
And you just ignore me…
by: nesS