25 dezembro, 2006

...cUz...



...cUz...


Cuz just now i realized
Your importance in my life
Cuz though some don’t take it real
It does hurt like it, I feel
Cuz though some might think it’s fake
It stars to seem more like fate


Cuz I’m impatient and stupid
And couldn’t just let you be
Cuz I didn’t do what you asked
Now you broke up with me


Cuz I can’t yet admit it
And still hope you return
Cuz I can’t figure my head
Lost in confusing thoughts
Cuz I shouldn’t have, but though
I felt for you my love


Cuz I wanna say sorry
To have you with me again
Cuz I know I won’t stand this
Zach, will you still be my boyfriend?

Cuz I’d run heaven for you
Dear I’d rum hell if I had to
Cuz I feel so strongly about you
It’s hard for words to tell
Cuz I already miss your presence
And you’ve just been gone a while

Cuz I’ve been crying ever since
You told me you didn’t loved me
Cuz I’ve been dieing ever since
Little by little without thee

Cuz I’d catch a plain if I could
Directly to where you are
Cuz I can only bare to be away from you
When I’m sure you’re near by
Cuz I need you now , I mean it
And I want you to help me out

Cuz you healed my broken heart
Please don’t let it crack again
Cuz you fixed what was apart
And made it hold again

Cuz no one ever made me whole
Like you did me Zachary
Cuz no one ever had my soul
And my mind entirely
Cuz no one ever owned my all
And my heart’s only key

Cuz I realized I want you
I’m begging you to come back
Cuz it’s so hard to come home
And not have you waiting there

Cuz I got so attached to you
And you became a dearest friend
Cuz I can truly open up to you
You care for me and understand
Cuz I still want to protect you
Take care of my little man

Cuz I got addicted to holding you
And I miss your every kiss and fondle
Cuz I realized I loved you
Having you it’s all I wanted

Cuz you’re what I asked for Christmas
In my letter to Santa Claus
Cuz I said: “Please let us stay together,
Forever and after all”
Cuz you’re my fairy tail come true
Everything I needed now

Cuz I trusted you to take good care
Of what no one else could
Cuz I believed you to protect
And to guard me in your soul

Cuz I just don’t believe
That this is how it will end
Cuz you made me believe in love
And ever after happy days
Cuz you’re my little prince
That will make me a princess

Cuz I believe you still love me
And I’ll fight to get you back
Cuz I just miss hugging you
And cuddling in your chest...

by: nesS

(i do not care for what anyone may think, i did this poem so i'm not taking it back!
shame on me? no...shame on love)